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The Braid of Lament: How to Experience Deep Grief Without Getting Stuck
In recent years, a beautiful and necessary shift has taken place in many of our churches. Pastors are increasingly preaching on the "theology of lament," urging us to stop practicing "spiritual bypass" - that tendency to skip over pain with a quick Bible verse - and instead to sit in the ashes like Job. We are finally acknowledging that the book of Lamentations is in the Bible for a reason, and that roughly one-third of the Psalms are cries of distress rather than songs of vi
Christopher Schouten
May 85 min read


From Theology to Presence: A Twelve-Week CPE Journey of Emptying Out
The transition from the world of academia - where my worth was measured by the complexity of my theological arguments and the depth of my intellectualizing - to the clinical world of Sankofa CPE has been a process of profound "emptying out." In the classroom, I was taught to fill the space with knowledge. In the hospital room and at the community breakfast table, I am learning that the most transformative thing I can offer is a space that is intentionally, vulnerably empty of
Christopher Schouten
May 65 min read


Queer Theology Insights for UCC Leadership
When I first encountered queer theology, it felt like a breath of fresh air in a room that had long been stuffy with exclusion and misunderstanding. It invited me to rethink faith, identity, and community in ways that felt deeply affirming and radically inclusive. For those of us involved in leadership within the United Church of Christ (UCC), embracing queer theology is not just an academic exercise—it’s a transformative journey that can reshape how we nurture spiritual comm
Christopher Schouten
Apr 284 min read


Finding Our Way Home - A Bridge Between Trauma and Divine Love
As I approach the end of my path toward ordained ministry, I find myself standing in a sacred space of reflection. Currently, I am serving as a pastoral care intern at the Cathedral of Hope UCC in Dallas - a place that is not only the world’s largest LGBTQIA+ - centric church but also a vibrant beacon of what it means for queer people to repair the often toxic and abusive relationship that many of them had with the churches of their past and reclaim the love of God as their b
Christopher Schouten
Apr 215 min read


Proposed Guidelines for UCC COMs: Ethical Non-Monogamy in Ministerial Authorization and Adjudication
The United Church of Christ's (UCC) Committees on Ministry (COMs) currently lack specific guidance on addressing individuals in ethically non-monogamous (ENM) relationships in authorization and adjudication. Grounded in the UCC's core principles of covenant, extravagant welcome, and justice, these guidelines assert that the ethical practice of relationships, rather than their structure, is paramount. By applying existing frameworks like the Manual on Ministry , the Marks of F
Christopher Schouten
Apr 423 min read


Extending Compassion & Grace to Those Struggling with their Sexuality
I recently received a message from a woman on Facebook who is navigating a journey she never anticipated—discovering her queerness after years of marriage and family life. She shared her story with me, describing the profound support she has received from her husband, who embraced her truth as she began exploring relationships with women. Now, years later, she is both still married to the same wonderful man and in a relationship with a girlfriend, yet she struggles with guilt
Christopher Schouten
Mar 233 min read


Sermon: The Irascisble Hope of Caring for the Least of These
Date: March 8, 2026 (Fourth Sunday in Lent) Location: First Church Phoenix UCC Scripture: Matthew 19:13 - 15; Proverbs 31:8 Sermon starts at 42:45 I. The Coffee Shop Covenant: An Instinctive Love As we gather on this Fourth Sunday in Lent, we find ourselves at a crossroads of the heart. Our Lenten journey can often feel like an internal, somber trek toward the crucifixion. But this Fourth Sunday is traditionally called Laetare Sunday - coming from the Latin word for "rejoi
Christopher Schouten
Mar 159 min read


The Art of Living in the Question: Reflections on My First CPE Verbatim
Stepping into my first verbatim presentation for Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) felt a bit like walking onto a stage without a script. For those unfamiliar, a verbatim is a detailed, written account of a pastoral encounter - word for word, pause for pause - presented to a supervisor and a small cohort of peers for intense reflection. It is an exercise in vulnerability, and I am deeply grateful that my professor and my cohort met that vulnerability with incredible support a
Christopher Schouten
Mar 63 min read


12 Safeguards for Spiritual Caregivers
For clergy or lay members engaged in the demanding and holy work of pastoral care, sustainability is key. The following safeguards are...
Christopher Schouten
Aug 18, 20253 min read


The Ethics of Trans Youth Healthcare
TH10608: Ethics and a Life of Meaning - Reflection Paper Christopher Schouten July 7, 2025 Introduction The recent Supreme Court...
Christopher Schouten
Aug 10, 20257 min read


Living Well, Serving Well: How I Care for My Spirit in Ministry
One of the most important lessons I’ve learned in ministry is that caring for myself is not a luxury - it’s a calling. If I want to...
Christopher Schouten
Aug 10, 20254 min read


The Long Game of Love: Grace Reflected Outward
by Christopher Schouten, MID Preached June 29th, 2025, Pride Sunday First Church Phoenix UCC, Phoenix, AZ Beloved community, Happy Pride...
Christopher Schouten
Jun 29, 202513 min read


A Still-Speaking God, A Pluralistic Path: Our UCC Call in Divided Times
We are part of a tradition that proudly proclaims, "God is still speaking." In these times of deep societal division, I believe one of...
Christopher Schouten
May 9, 20254 min read


Hearing Across the Chasm: Progressive Faith, 'Wokeness,' and Building Bridges in a Divided America
We live in fractured times. The political and cultural divides in America feel wider and deeper than many of us can remember. These...
Christopher Schouten
Apr 30, 20258 min read


Beyond the Ballot: A Christian Call to Understanding in Divided Times
We live in deeply polarized times. If you're reading this, chances are you've felt bewildered, frustrated, or even angered by the...
Christopher Schouten
Apr 19, 20257 min read


My Theology of Worship
MP10606 : The Art of Worship – Final Outcome Project April 11, 2025 Table of Contents Introduction Initiation of Worship The Structure...
Christopher Schouten
Apr 11, 202510 min read


Expanding the Boundaries of Theology: Integrating the Work of Healthy Self-Love in Christian Communities
Pathways Theological Education Making Sense of Theology, Febuary 2025 Final Reflection Paper - Grade = A This paper embraces the...
Christopher Schouten
Feb 19, 20259 min read


Honoring the Sacred: Bodily Autonomy in the United Church of Christ
The United Church of Christ (UCC) has long been a champion of justice and inclusion, affirming the dignity and worth of all people. A key...
Christopher Schouten
Oct 30, 20243 min read


Queer Theology: A Journey Toward Deeper Spiritual Belonging
In today’s rapidly changing world, theology is evolving, growing more inclusive and accessible for everyone. One of the most significant...
Christopher Schouten
Oct 7, 20244 min read


Finding Faith and Love Through Furry Friends: Reflections from a Sunday School Lesson
This past Sunday, I had the incredible opportunity to lead our Children's message at First Church Phoenix UCC. We embarked on a journey...
Christopher Schouten
Oct 6, 20242 min read
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